Until Truth and obedience to it reign within me, I can never experience true joy, never enjoy true peace, but must remain in service to my own deceitful desires.  Freedom to choose death? what diabolic caricature is that?  Let me be bound hand and foot against that choosing, that I may be saved from my own human taskmaster: yoke me to Christ!  The only will that is truly free is the Will of Omnipotence; I cannot then be in bondage to anything, if I make that Will my own.