COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS, COUNT THEM ONE BY ONE

When something comes to us from God, it cannot be shaken. 

If we consider ourselves or ‘the world’ to be the source of our blessings, we will never be free of anxiety.

The contentment of the child is founded on the child’s trust in the eternal omnipotence of its parents.

SANCTIFICATION

In the process of sanctification – which is ‘working out your salvation’ – there are two applications of the one tool.  The two applications are petition and promise.  The one tool is prayer.

Both applications reflect the same apprehension of the relationship between the one praying and the One to whom the prayer is offered.  That relationship is one of dependence and trust, of trustful dependence.  In petition, the apprehension of that relationship is apparent; but it’s no less so in promise: the two are in fact symmetric.

When we petition for something, we are sealing our acknowledgement that the provision is from God and not from anywhere else, and especially not from us or our merit.  We are apprehending grace.

When we promise, we are equally apprehending grace, although here it’s in the context of surrendering something of ourselves, trusting to receive something better.  What we are surrendering is something that we, as we are, experience as of value.  We trust that what we will receive is of greater value, and at the same time we acknowledge that the provision is still entirely from God. 

Surrendering something of one’s self is not purchasing; it’s making room.  The formula for a vow is not, Lord, I trade you this for that; nor worse, give me that and I will give you this.  The formula is, Lord, I create an emptiness. Fill it as You will.

SACRIFICE

When the Jews sacrificed to God, their sacrifice was costly; it consisted in something they owned, which they gave up in exchange for a valuable benefit.

For the otherwise unobtainable benefit of the forgiveness of Sin, The Son of God sacrificed His own divinity: His privileges and powers during His earthly life, His immortal life on the Cross. 

We Christians participate in the Son’s sacrifice through communion, just as we participate, through baptism, in Christ’s resurrection.

LOVE

When we think of love in human terms, we think of it as an attribute or trait, one among others.  She plays the piano; she speaks Spanish; she’s gets along with everybody; she loves to dance.  Even when we’re being romantic, when we elevate it among the attributes and speak of it more reverentially – Her love for him set the tone for her life! – we’re still thinking of it as an element of her personality, only now one that overshadows the others. 

But Love is not an attribute of God.  There is nothing that is God outside of Love.  We speak so glibly of God’s power and God’s omniscience, but God has no power outside of the power of Love, no understanding outside of what Love knows. 

At this very time of year, Jesus rode into Jerusalem on a beast of burden.  Luke tells us that before he entered the town, he sat down and wept, because he had an understanding of what was going to happen to his beloved city, and to the people in it.  And he knew there was nothing God could do.

He wept, because he knew that God’s Love would soon be exhausted of power.  He was acknowledging Its coming self-sacrifice, on the Cross.

SIN DEBT

In dying, the incarnate God paid the sin debt of every human being.  There is no confusion at that level.

The confusion sets in from a misunderstanding of what the debt of sin actually is, and what it meant for Christ to pay it.  The most traditional Christian interpretation has it that the debt is the punishment required by God’s justice as a result of the sin, and that Christ’s payment consists in having vicariously accepted that punishment in the sinner’s stead.  But this is mistaken, and the reality is more complicated.

God is Love. Sin is acting contrary to the will of God, and that means acting contrary to the will of Love.  To sin against someone is to act towards that person in a way other than as Love would act.  The one sinned against is thereby deprived of what Love would have provided him.  And Love itself – that is to say, God – is diminished by the amount of the Love I have denied the other.  That is the twofold result of sin: What you do to others, you do to Me.

In that way, two spiritual debts are created by every sinful act. There is a debt incurred towards the one sinned against, and a debt incurred towards God.

In both cases, the so-called sin debt is best understood as a Love debt.

The death of Christ, that is, the death of the incarnate Son, was perfect Love exhausting Itself to pay your timeless Love debt to God.  If Christ is in you, then you are debt-free to God.  That is the Christian promise.

The love debts others owe me can be paid by my self-sacrificial forgiveness.  If I am in Christ, my payment also repays God, and thereby relieves in some part Christ’s timeless burden. That is the Christian privilege.

TEMPTATION

When I walk by a bank, I don’t feel the slightest temptation to go in and rob it.  The thought doesn’t even cross my mind.  I don’t resist the temptation, because there’s nothing to resist. As I  continue down the street, I don’t relive the lost opportunity over and over in my thoughts.

Contrast that with the way I so often react when I’m walking away from some perceived grievance.  In those cases, I dwell incessantly on the slight or discourtesy or hostility, contemplating different forms and degrees of redress, or at least savoring what I might have done or said.  Often, for a while, I can scarcely think of anything else.  (It‘s probably like what the seasoned bank robber must go through who walks away from what would have been an effortless heist!)  

Why the difference?  The worldly reward of successfully robbing the bank would be substantial, while the worldly result of a successful personal ‘comeback’ would probably only be further damage to the relationship.  Yet the latter tempts me, and the former doesn’t.

When our Lord advises us to pray that we not be led us into temptation, I read that, in part, as the request that we rather be led from or out of temptation.  In other words, what we are working towards, with God’s assistance and by God’s grace, is the state of being indifferent towards pernicious temptation, as I currently – by God’s grace – am indifferent to the thought of robbing banks.

Which are the pernicious temptations?  As many as there are people, I suppose.  But if we look at the Lord’s own prayer, surely what’s striking is what comes immediately before this particular petition:  “…forgive us as we forgive others…” 

The temptation to refuse forgiveness, in Christ’s instruction, is the most satanic of all.

REWARDS

Rewards are relative, in the sense that what might serve as a reward for one person might not do at all for another.  To an illiterate, a set of encyclopedias would be a burden, not a reward.  What makes something a reward is that it gratifies something in the individual’s horizon of actual desire.  “My kingdom for a horse!” dramatizes this elemental human truth, as does “Hunger makes the best sauce,” and, in a different way, “Necessity is the mother of invention.”  Worldly rewards are, so to say, parasitic on worldly desire.

Heavenly rewards have the same relationship to heavenly desires, but it’s extremely important that we not confuse the vectors, and imagine heavenly rewards being parasitic on worldly desires.  This way of thinking leads to the picture of heaven as a banquet, or a village of narrow streets and peaceful villas, or a harem filled with virgins.

The truth is that before anything available in heaven could be experienced as a reward, our desires must first conform to heavenly desires.

In the Talents parable, Jesus teaches that the heavenly reward for doing well is the opportunity to do more.  In the Sermon on the Mount, he teaches that doing well in secret is something heaven especially values.  Combine those two teachings, and we learn that one heavenly reward is ever deepening anonymity in ever greater sacrifice.

Wouldn’t most of us, as presently constituted, find that about as rewarding as an illiterate receiving a set of encyclopedias?

GRAVITY

What is a belief?

This could be considered as a question of philosophy – of ontology or linguistic analysis – or a question of psychology or etymology, or in other ways as well.  We’re only going to consider it within the realm of the pragmatic question of how we are living in relationship to Christ. 

With that said, it’s obvious that such a belief does not consist in words floating around somewhere, in one’s brain, for example, or one’s ‘spirit’, or anywhere else.  Nor is it a potential or disposition for vocalization under certain circumstances.  Christian belief isn’t simply something said, whether aloud or to oneself.  A human monster could say the appropriate words while doing monstrous things, could even ‘think’ them sincerely.  Even the devils believe, as James puts it.

Salvific belief, meaning the attitude towards the sovereignty of Christ that advances one on the road of salvation, is a dynamic attitude, one connected with behavior and preoccupation, but it’s also one that admits of degrees.  Degrees of what?  Degrees of strength.  But strength doesn’t have meaning in a contextual vacuum.   Having strong muscles describes the muscles in the context of weight resistance.  Just so, having strong salvific belief describes something in a context.  What is the context?  It’s the context of the other dynamic motivations of the individual, the other attitudes connected to behavior and preoccupation, the desires, the hungers, the fears, even the other beliefs.  Even the other loves.

Your salvific belief in Jesus as your Lord refers to your dynamic attitude towards His sovereignty over your life: the beauty that attracts your eyes, the food that appeals to your hunger, the problems and narratives that engage your curiosity, and the resultant uses to which you put your time and energy. At least for most of us, it’s an attitude at least occasionally in conflict with other dynamic attitudes, and it’s in the context of such conflicts that its strength becomes apparent. 

We might usefully compare it to gravity, to the gravitational pull of your being towards another’s.  At a great distance from that source, its pull is weak, and easily overcome by other attractions.  But with each movement you make closer to the source, the stronger becomes its pull, and the influence of the others correspondingly weaker. 

This is the Christian road of salvation, one voluntary step after another taken towards its gravitational source.  An observer might say ‘Your faith is growing stronger’, but experientially, it’s the weakening of all other influences. 

And the things of the world will grow strangely dim.

THE PEARL

The words of Jesus are always spoken to an individual.  We’re told that they are not written on stone, but on the human heart.  But remember, there is no such thing as an abstract or general heart; hearts have their only reality in living women and men.  Obedience to the word of Jesus presupposes hearing the words of Jesus spoken uniquely to oneself. 

But the words of Jesus are very softly spoken, and obedience to them presupposes attentiveness on our part.  That attentiveness is fundamental to everything else: it is a pearl of great price.  It must be sheltered from the world, and cherished.

It’s not difficult to shelter yourself from many of the world’s hindrances to your attention: by turning off the phone or television, by seeking solitude, and so on.  But there is one such hindrance that is more powerful than the others, because, although not itself real, it has been incorporated into our relationship with reality – has taken possession of us, to use the Bible’s own figure.

I’m referring to the clock, or, more accurately, to the spirit of the clock.